名著精读:《悉达多》 船夫(4)

Siddhartha stayed with the ferryman and learned to operate the boat, and when there was nothing to do at the ferry, he worked with Vasudeva in the rice-field, gathered wood, plucked the fruit off the banana-trees. He learned to build an oar, and learned to mend the boat, and to weave baskets, and was joyful because of everything he learned, and the days and months passed quickly. But more than Vasudeva could teach him, he was taught by the river. Incessantly, he learned from it. Most of all, he learned from it to listen, to pay close attention with a quiet heart, with a waiting, opened soul, without passion, without a wish, without judgement, without an opinion.
In a friendly manner, he lived side by side with Vasudeva, and occasionally they exchanged some words, few and at length thought about words. Vasudeva was no friend of words; rarely, Siddhartha succeeded in persuading him to speak.
"Did you," so he asked him at one time, "did you too learn that secret from the river: that there is no time?"
Vasudeva's face was filled with a bright smile.
"Yes, Siddhartha," he spoke. "It is this what you mean, isn't it: that the river is everywhere at once, at the source and at the mouth, at the waterfall, at the ferry, at the rapids, in the sea, in the mountains, everywhere at once, and that there is only the present time for it, not the shadow of the past, not the shadow of the future?"

席特哈尔塔留在了船夫身边，跟他学习撑船。如果渡口没事可做，他就和瓦苏代瓦下稻田干活，拾柴禾，摘芭蕉。他学习制作船桨，学习修补渡船和编篮子，对所学的一切都兴致勃勃。日月如梭，光阴似箭。而河水教给他的东西比瓦苏代瓦教的更多。他不断地向河水学习，首先是学习倾听，以平静的心境倾听，以期盼和坦诚的心灵倾听，没有激情，没有热望，没有判断，也没有见解。
他在瓦苏代瓦身边愉快地生活。两人偶尔交谈，只说数量不多的深思熟虑过的话。瓦苏代瓦并不健谈，席特哈尔塔很少能激起他的谈话兴致。
有一次他问瓦苏代瓦：“你是否向河水学到了这个秘密：时间并不存在？”
瓦苏代瓦脸上露出了爽朗的笑容。
“是的，席特哈尔塔。”他说，“你的意思是不是说：河水到处都是一样的，在源泉头，在河口，在瀑布，在渡口，在急流，在大海，在山区，到处都一样，对于它只有现在，而没有将来的阴影？”